Everything is white. One would think I’ve had enough of white, concidering the passing season, but I haven’t. When I was completing my sixth and final application, an appartment was suddently pretty much thrown at me, and as Helsinki is known for being a tough place to find space, I decided to take it. It honestly felt much too easy, but I won’t be the one complaining about life being too easy, so Thankyou.

I have a room to myself. Everything is white: walls, tables, carpet, curtains, lamp and cupboards. Black chairs though, and a yellow floor. I find I don’t mind the yellow. I have a cooking area, a bathroom and a small walk-in closet. Miniature life, full access by sole key. I live if not quite then very far from the center, and I surprise myself by not minding at all. It would of course be nice to be able to stroll over to your friends for a cup of coffee, but on the other hand I very much appreciate the running tracks I have close by, all the trees, the green and the birds.

I’ve already gotten accepted into one school, the most prestigious of them all, but this was for furniture master, and I’m hoping to get in to graphics instead. It’s a tough choise I have yet to make, what to study where, but it’s a great comfort knowing that I got in to at least one place. This means that I’m now hunting for a summer job which proves to be just as hard as promised. I haven’t even gotten as far as an interview yet, but I fail to be miserable. I like being unemployed, all of a sudden I have time to do stuff properly, which I feel I haven’t in a long time. I just wish I could feel free to do stuff and not waste my time by looking for jobs, and thinking about looking for jobs.. and money. That might, by the way, have been a bit contredictary.. sorry.

I miss general fun though. I don’t even know which kind of fun I’m talking about, but I’m missing it. I have a pile of projects I would love to do, but the general, laid back fun. I think I’m missing the foodclub action. I need to gå på tur or something.. Go to a concert.. Have a movie night.. But all of a sudden there’s this thing with..

Money, money, money.